I have started calling myself the Root Cause Queen. I feel like I’m in a season or should I say a constant state of change, revelation and just plain ole getting to know myself. I realize that God is the only One capable of fixing the issues in my life. I’m talking about my internal plumbing..my mind and heart..my spirit and soul. You know those components of my psyche that make me uniquely me but at the same time should reflect the life of a Christian living and loving on God’s terms. I just want to be right in His eyes.
So I’m asking God to reveal to me the root causes of my insecurities. The things that cause me to seek peoples approval when I know I only need and have His approval. The things that make me feel less than even when I know I ROCK for lack of a better term and no boasting or pride intended. I just feel like I’m in a season where I don’t have time to waste but still struggle with hindrances holding me back. So I ask WHAT!!
Lord, WHAT is the cause of my inner most struggles with people pleasing, seeking approval, sensitivities to comments when I clearly know better. What is in me that needs to be released to God for my complete deliverance to occur? What makes me tick or not tick?
Now, today I’m not going to ask what again..maybe..but I will listen for the answer. I believe God knows my heart and will provide the answer for what is ailing me. I believe He will not allow me to continue having these unanswered questions about myself because I am seeking Him wholeheartedly for the answer. I believe if I keep asking, seeking and knocking for Him to reveal things in my life that cause me to be stagnant in my purpose, He is faithful to reveal it..and assist me in handing it over to Him. The great thing about that is He is capable and will fill me with MORE of HIM!!
I will not be afraid of revelation. It is good for my soul and spirit. I will leave it in my Fathers hands. I will grow from this place. I will RECEIVE MORE!
Be blessed until next time!