I feel like I have run out of things to talk about…..meaningful things.  Surely I couldn’t be having writers block.  But what I do know is that when your mind is cloudy it affects your mission and purpose.  So how do I clear my mind….get back in God’s presence.  I can’t let the troubles, distractions, hindrances, annoyances or just plain ole life get in the way of me and God.  This is really hard at times….for me anyway.

My morning wake up song today was “Through It All” by Tamela Mann.  It was very reassuring to me especially today.  NO matter what is going on or wrong in my life…God will never leave or forsake me.  His promises are Yea and Amen.  I’m determined to hold on to that thought, song and His promises.  Even when I’ve felt like just throwing my hands up, screaming and just letting everything and everybody GO…His voice stills me.

I’m determined to stand on HIs word, dreams and visions.  I’ve come to realize His Word is action, motion, living…the dreams and visions require action.  Not that I move ahead of His plan but my faith is active.  I’m not supposed to sit idly by and wait.  I’m praying for more direction, seeking direction, asking for direction….because honestly I feel like I’m at my wits end with situations sometimes….JESUS HELP ME TODAY!!

The hardest thing is to wait..patiently wait on God to move in your situations.  Surely God isn’t a tease…showing me bits and pieces…but I must hold fast the confession of my faith without wavering because God is faithful and keeps His promises.  I must wait without murmuring and complaining.  I must seek Him for insight into the dreams and visions and plans for my future.  I must allow Him to constantly cleanse my heart and repent so bitterness doesn’t set in.  But most importantly I MUST TRUST THE MOST HIGH GOD….trust in the Lord with all my heart and lean not unto my own understanding; in all my ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct my paths. HMMMMM…

So, I’ll continue this journey of trust, believing and hoping in Him….This is MY TRUTH, This is MY FREEDOM!!


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